No More Anniversary :)

RIHEN :)

Hellooooo! hari ini 1 desember tapi gak sama kaya 1 desember bulan-bulan lalu :( today, no more anniversary because RIHEN was end T_T no more smile, no more laugh, no more hug, no more kiss, no more love. Aaaaaaaaaa I miss him so badly, I always regret if I remember all my memories with him because I waste him and now I realized what I have when he was mine, I have a big love from him. Hmm, poor me! but sometimes I feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world because I've had him in my life :) Hmm, did you know hen? you're the best thing I've ever had :) I love you Hendri... perhaps, you away from me, but I'm sure someday you'll realize that you already hurt me and you''ll come back to me :) trust me, I love you until now Hen :) I can't forget you because I can only feel comfort when I'm with you, and I think it's just too fast, only 10th months 4days :'( I'm so sorry for every mistakes, sorry if I've hurt you sorry if I've make you angry sorry if I've make you worried sorry hen, and thank you so much for your affection because you've coloring my beautiful days :') no one can replace you in my heart! Happy Failed Anniversary 11th months Pratama Hendri :*

NEW WORLD NEW GIRL !!!

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keep loving me babe :)

Happy our 7th months sayang! yuhuuuuuuuu ga kerasa udah 7bulan sama hendri :) susah seneng kita lewatin berdua, walopun hendrinya udah agak berubah yah tp gw tetep cinte ko hihi love ya hen. Sekarang hendri udah lulus dia udah punya dunia baru yaitu "kampus" yah dunia kampus itu pasti lebih luas baik secara pergaulan maupun ilmu dibanding dunia "sekolah". Hendri sekarang kuliah di UI FISIP (Fakultas Ilmu Sosial dan Ilmu Politik) yah makin jauh aja deh yah dan pasti waktu buat gue itu masuknya kategori "rare" secara rumah gue di bekasi, ya walopun sekolah gue di kelapa gading dan rumah hendri di rawamangun tp tetep aja pasti bakal susah buat ketemu, secara tiap hari hendri harus bulak balik Jakarta-Depok dan gue bulak balik Jakarta-Bekasi. Yaaaaaawwwnn sabarin aja deh yah, hendri pasti bakal cape banget deh. Tapi, gue sebagai pacar yg baik pasti ngertiin hendri ko hihihi, cuma punya satu pesen buat hendri "jaga kepercayaan aku ya sayang, cuma jarak ko yang misahin kita tapi aku janji bakal terus sayang sama kamu :)" terima kasih untuk 7bulannya sayang, semoga kita awet yah hihihihi, keep loving me hendri! ♥ RIHEN is the object of our affection :) !!

I hope you know ☺

This post special for my beloved person, I hope you read this post baby, so you will know about my feel. 3 bulan sama kamu awalnya indaaaaahh banget bahkan kalo aku disuruh mendeskripsikan kebahagiaannya aku gabakal bisa soalnya bener-bener indah banget. Kita berdua ketawaaaa terus gapernah aku nangis apalagi galau, but now ? very different, I don't know why :'(. Sekarang kamu berubah bener-bener berubah aku juga gatau kenapa kamu berubah, sekarang kamu dingin sama aku, kamu cuek, kata-kata kamu yg sekarang kasar hen. bahkan aku suruh ke kelas aku buat nyamperin aku aja kamu gamau. Aku ngerasa kamu udah ga perduli sama aku. YaAllah bener-bener kesiksa batin aku :'( aku udah terlanjur sayang banget sama kamu, aku gamau kehilangan kamu tp aku jg butuh kepastian hen, aku gamau kalo ngegantung kaya gini. Aku mau kamu berubah kaya dulu hen, sekarang aku lg ada masalah keluarga dan kamu tau itu tp kenapa kamu selalu nambahin pikiran aku? aku sayang kamu hen sayang banget please berubah hen :'( asal kamu tau hen setiap aku ngomong putus aku selalu nangis aku gakuat tp aku pikir mungkin tanpa aku kamu bisa lebih baik dan kamu bakal dapet cewe yg lebih baik dari aku. Tapi, setiap abis ngomong putus aku pasti langsung nyesel banget karena buat aku ga gampang ngelupain 3 bulan bareng kamu, kita ketawa bareng, bete bareng, kesel bareng, bahkan aku nangis pun depan kamu hen, 3bulan kita lewatin bareng-bareng dan alhamdulillah kita masih bisa bertahan sampe sekarang karna rasa sayang kita berdua, masalah kita selalu kita hadapin berdua, tp aku ga yakin sama masalah saat ini, karna masalahnya adalah perubahan, dan perubahan kamu bener-bener drastis hen, tp perubahan kamu gabikin rasa sayang aku ke kamu ilang sedikitpu. Big thanks for you baby, thank you so much for your attention, your affection, and for everything :') I hope you read this post and you will know, how much I love you honey ☺

You're too late, sorry I can not ☺

You are just my past, I like you but it's just past. Now, I assume you're just a friend. Now, I'm with another boy, he is my boyfriend and I really love him. His name is Hendri. Maybe Hendri's too busy but I'm sure he always remembered me and I was always in his heart. So, I'm sorry R, I can't be with you I really love him and he really love me. You're too late R. I'll never let him go because he love me. for you R we can become a best friend ☺

You, did it again !!! (╥_╥)

He said he really loves me, when he make me hurt he always say sorry and he vowed he would never make me cry again, and I believe it, I give him a chance. But the facts? now he's hurt me so deeply! he makes me cry, now he changed I don't know why :'( I miss the old him :'( when he first approached me, I thought he was a good boy he always make me smile he always entertain me when I feel pain, he never left me alone and he always made me feel comfortable and everyday he would always say " I LOVE YOU " to me, until I feel I'm a perfect woman because I have him :) but now, he is very different, he's too busy, he's rough! his words always make me sad, maybe he was bored with me or maybe he fell in love with another girl. Oh my God I never thought if he left me, because now only him in my heart nobody can replace. I'll do anything for him, to make he feel happy. I love him even more, really love him, really need him in my life, I wanna shout out " Please, come back as the old you dear" (╥_╥)  God, please help me, I'm afraid of losing him because I love him more than he knows :'(

Happy Birthday my daddy and my brother ♥

Today, 9 April 2011 Papah ulang tahun yg ke 55 dan Kakak gue si Ricky yang ke 22. Sebenernya lagi marahan sama Papah tp karena Papah lagi ulang tahun jadi udahan deh ngambeknya, Papah ngeselin sih abis pilih kasih banget tp seburuk apapun dia senyebelin apapun dia dia tetep bokap gue yg paling gue sayang sampe kapanpun! hari ini Papah ulang tahun yang ke 55 tadinya mau kasih Papah surprise tp duit gue keburu abis, banyak kebutuhan soalnya hehehe Papah kalo lagi galak nyeremin gue ampe ga berani liat mukanya tp Papah sebenernya baik ko dia sayang banget sama gue dan bener bener ngejaga gue banget, for me He is my Superhero ♥ :* and nobody can replace his position in my heart, I really love him more than he knows :) selain papah yang hari ini ulang tahun adalah RICKY!! He is my guardian brother dia nyebelin sih kadang gue juga suka iri sama dia tp dia ga pernah iri sama gue hihihi egois yah gue :( dia hari ini ulang tahun yg ke 22 tp dia belom pulang ke rumah soalnya dia sekarang ngekost di jakarta, dia mandiri banget pinter dewasa udah gitu romantis lagi, dia selalu berfikir pake logika kadang gue suka debat sama dia ngomongin suatu masalah yg menurut kita penting buat di bahas tp tetep aja selalu gue yg kalah kalo lagi debat, yaaahh maklum dia anak BAHASA mangkanya sekarang gue pengen banget masuk BAHASA biar punya otak kaya dia pinter dan logis hehehe, kesel sih kadang sama dia tp gue sayang kok sama dia!! pokoknya buat gue senyebelin apapun keluarga gue gue tetep sayang mereka :) and my last words, ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SUPERHERO AND MY GUARDIAN BROTHER MAY ALLAH PROTECT YOU ALL THE WAY ♥